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Expendable by BelgianBlue, literature

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Expendable

The knife struck flesh with surgical precision. Blood began to pour across the width of the blade. As he withdrew it, the thick red fluid kept running, in between his fingers, as before the tears from his cloudy eyes. As he lifted the knife he caught his own grimace, half reflected by the cold steel, half obscured by the warm blood. As some clownesque charicature of the phantom. Ironic to say the least, as only an opera could truly reflect so much drama. So much pain. He questioned if this was madness or reason. If twas madness that drove him in her arms, then surely it was reason that could put an end to his misery. The blood ran fast, gus

She loves me not by BelgianBlue, literature

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She loves me not

She loves me ... I think ... I think I saw it in her eyes Or Didn't I ? She loves me not ... How could she, really ? Our eyes meet every day But does she really see me ? She loved me Or at least I thought she did For a brief moment in life Or did I fool myself (heaven forbid) ? The pettles of the flower dwindled down They would die there, and rot Just like the words I spoke at its empty crown : She loves me not ...

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Go Away ... by BelgianBlue, literature

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Go Away ...

I thought I left you, The way you left me In a distant past But somehow you always do this. You come back whenever I get over The mess you left in my life Your smiles that linger In a realm between fantasy and reality And find a life of their own Inside my troubled mind Visions of you, visions of us The way you were, the way we were The way you tilted your head when you were puzzled by me The way you used to always sit Like you were listening to a bedtime story The way you could brighten up a room and not even know it The way you could just lay there and look at me and see what I could never see myself Like a ghost, alm

Seasons by BelgianBlue, literature

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Seasons

I'll be your springtime when we're young And show you things you've never seen before All of natures beauty seen in every flower sprung And we'll have all the luck of growing clovers four I'll be your summer when we marry Hold you close and keep you warm Making you forget every pain you carry Like the season's lucky charm I'll be your autumn as we grow old And show you all the colors of beauty fading So make you live every story ever told And give you the life you so deserve I'll be your winter when we die Holding your hand, faithfully side by side I'll dry your tears baby please don't cry Cause I'll still be there at the turn

Soft kisses and starlight by BelgianBlue, literature

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Soft kisses and starlight

Of all the memories long flown To join the brightest stars that ever shone There is one that sparkles brightly still Among the dying stars that heavens do fill Softly, sweet and everlasting bliss You touched my heart with one smooth kiss That tingles gently heart and soul And lovingly another I quickly stole The one thought that keeps my hopes afloat When I think of you across the vast expanse Our hearts so close, yet so remote If once again we could only be, Together, in each others arms forever As your soft kisses brush my lips so softly The sweet remembrance of you and me And the memory that wasn't yet a memory Of Soft kis

Tears by BelgianBlue, literature

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Tears

(For MJB) Who would weep for me if I had no eyes ? If I had no ears, who would hear my cries ? Would anyone feel my pain if I were not here ? In my dying heart dies too, the sound of cheer The world does not stop to mourn with me You have left my life, cut yourself free Bu I remain with a soul drenched in sorrow Wondering if this pain would end tomorrow Broken visions and faded photographs Stand in memory of all our joys and laughs Now the good times are distant history You have started a new chapter in your own story.

On the Edge of the bed by BelgianBlue, literature

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On the Edge of the bed

(For Tine, the girl with the sad eyes who makes the best pancakes :-P). Of what sort is the world To which you wake in the morning, and not a lark sings nor a ray of sunlight waits to greet you On the edge of the bed sits the girl with the Sad eyes Her heart broken by False promises and lies Her soul drifts across nights, between days What are the dark thoughts with which she plays ? On the edge of the bed where I cannot touch her She hides from her thoughts, but they remain On the edge of the bed where love cannot touch her Those thoughts drive her insane Perhaps those thoughts are all she has I wish I could reach in and show

Alea Iacta Est by BelgianBlue, literature

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Alea Iacta Est

He looked back. Perhaps that was his mistake in the end. Looking back. For in doing so the million ghosts in his pursuit overran him with images of what could have been. He supposed it was like standing on a cliff and looking down. The fear of what could be, doesn't really strike your heart until you assess the plausibility. But at least you could step back from a cliff. The thing about looking behind is that you've already made the choice. And if its not the right one, all that is left is remnants of memories and ultimately, that wretched curse, contemplation of what could have been. He dropped to his knees, felled by the onslaught "These

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Expendable by BelgianBlue, literature

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Current Residence: Oostende, Belgium
Favourite genre of music: All of it, although I did grow up with Irish and Scottish folk music
Favourite cartoon character: Syd the sloth from Ice Age

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Memento or the Shawshank redemption

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Tennyson, Byron and Dylan Thomas

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BelgianBlue

Nov 10, 2005

Maybe Darwin was wrong after all

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Well, they've finally done it. I read in the paper this morning that the state of Kansas will now be educating its children by saying Darwin was never proven, and teach Intelligent Design instead. First of all this blatantly violates separation of church and state, and secondly it opens up a whole nasty can of worms where discrimination is concerned. Because due to teacher bias, location, community and what not, such teachings will inevitably err on the side of one particukar religion, and teach its a given. That will only lead more people to think other religions are wrong, leading to more hatred and problems in a cultural already waiting to

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BelgianBlue

Oct 3, 2005

In Memoriam - Karl 'Nandi' Hoffman

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Thursday morning, Karl Hoffman passed away. His wife found him upon returning from her mother's place, Friday afternoon. She sent me an email saturday, but alas, my cable modem died on me Friday. I only learned the news this morning. I'm still very upset, shocked and grieving. Karl was so much more than a friend to me. He was a mentor, a teacher, a confidente. He was the only other person I knew who could get so giddy about research. Who would light up when he found a new study. He was always the first to chime in, let his opinions and theories be heard. Karl and I met on cuttingedgemuscle.com. He quickly became a mentor to me, seeing and n

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BelgianBlue

Sep 10, 2005

Amused

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Today I was particularly amused by how easily you can play other people. How every single person has a more or less predictable range of reactions to any given situation. It says a lot about a person's self-esteem and intelligence how they deal with such bait when you put it out. The reaction is usually predictable and more or less inevitable, but the reflection given to the reaction usually betrays whether or not the person realizes he is being baited. In this case I doubt the person in question is even smart enough to realize it should she read this. Today was a slow day. Worked for 8 hours and hardly anybody came to the gym today. That ma

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sunshine28

Oct 9, 2005

[link] amazing picture, well done

Anaclara

Jun 15, 2005

hello random deviant!!!
have a nice day!

Ana

Psychokiller01

May 22, 2005

Dag schatje...
Denk ik wel ni gedacht van hier een bericht te zien staan van me

Nuja , wil je gewoon nog eens extra veel geluk wensen in de komende maand met je examens en zo!
En weet dak nog altijd zielsveel van je hou he

With a smile
With a touch
You me the world
You give me so much
Whisper words
Love me sweet
You give me all
I'll ever need
Wondering how
Wondering why
Without you
I'd rather die
Just like a star
In the sky high above
You give me this feeling
This feeling called Love....

Een poging tot e mooi gedichtje maken voe je

XxxxxxX

nightwingdragon

Apr 4, 2005

Wow man thank you for the fav on Carbon Glass! I'm trippin to see my puny winamp 2.8 skin faved with the freeform skins! It's damn cool to see my work being appreciated even though it's not one of those fancy .xml coded skins. (If I could code I'd do it

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Thank you for makin' my day abit brighter, and sorry for the long wait on my response too, I've switched gears to Poser5 3D so i've been rather busy with that, and I'm just a lazy slob too....

Take care.

thanks for the

wow, you have some great work here, some very moving words. good stuff

linekekei

Feb 14, 2005

thanks for adding The Envy Of A Friend to your favourites.. thats so awesome